"Date someone who is your best friend
Someone you can stay up late talking to”
Ya know those posts make me cry
Because that someone,
that someone was you
You took my hands in yours and asked me what I would do if you left.
I told you that I wouldn’t be able to live without you.
You smiled and looked at me straight in the eye and told me that you would never leave.
That was the last time I saw your face.
I know I shouldn’t say things like this but I REALLY HATE my mom at the moment. She criticizes me every day when she gets home about how she shouldn’t have given birth to me and that I’m a burden to society as a whole. And if she’s not criticizing me, she’s complaining about the people around her and how they don’t treat her with respect. And whatever comforting words I try to say to her (because she has to work because of me after all) turn into daggers that face me, and I end up being criticized. This past week has been like hell. I found out I wasted two years on a guy that never loved me and was lying to me and himself this whole time. My mom has been worse than ever and has been telling me that she with I wasn’t here and she’s tired of being with me and how nobody wants me around. I don’t even know what I’m trying to do with my life anymore and I seriously feel like a worthless piece of shit. Huh…….I’m so so so sorry.